Dandelion's dream under night's rain

: yaeeunnie; January 3rd, 23:53

Current Mood:: annoyed

I feel sad.

MAYBE BECAUSE SCHOOL FUCKIN STARTS TOMORROW.

and my brother seems to have his life planned out AT THE AGE OF 14 GOING ON 15 IN 2 DAYS.
~~fucker~~ is going to the canadian military school and studying nuclear engineering and he's guarunteed a job 2 times over
cuz nuclear engineering is growing by the second and they're gonna need them engineers for a loooonnnngggg time
and just graduating from the military school guaruntees a job.

if only my brain was as simple as his... maybe I'd know where I'm going in life.

Tags: dear diary

I'm tired.

: yaeeunnie; January 3rd, 1:27

Current Mood:: silly

I'm tired.
very very tired.
I wonder if E would describe this as melancholy?
lols on him for wanting tips from J to predict someone's mood.
word it correctly, I mean.

just felt like posting.

Okay, I've been doing a lot of thinking about relationships.
I just.... word it right
about why people have intimate relationships.
I think I know why
and there are reasons that are kind of like duhhh when you think about it
but I guess I've overthought again.

Experimenting on people is cruel, isn't it.

Tags: dear diary

thirty-six: 2010 hellyeah

: liquidjoy; January 1st, 21:42

Current Mood:: calm

Happy New Year.
Here's to 2010, the new decade of possibility and becoming beautiful, successful and heartless.
Going to be an lj-hermit once more.

ps. is it just me or is umineko no naku koro ni so disturbing D:

Tags: life: mlia

010110!!

: yaeeunnie; January 1st, 11:13

Current Mood:: happy

shit that looks like the binary code.
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!

Tags: dear diary

New Year's Resolution

: rainexpress; December 31st, 2009

Current Music:: Nothing Else Matters - Metallica

~~Apparently only 12% succeeded, but these things were pretty achievable I think ...~~BTW it's my first former one.
(random order)

Become a more organized person. (Try not to do a huge clean-up every week)
Learn Latin + Spanish.
Read and write more. (Better get started on my novel...)
Decorate walls.
Do well in DECA (after the Regional fail...) and make to ICDC
Do well in SAT.
Earn the mark I deserve in the end.
Learn to play the guitar
Write more songs.
Improve vocals.
Be better at cross-words.
Get my family together so we can stay together and do stuff...(MY ETERNAL WISH!!!)

thirty-six: distractions

: liquidjoy; December 31st, 2009

Current Mood:: productive

It's day #12 of winter break, day #10 of the art survival marathon

I find it funny how this...

Can turn into this...

LOL, my work is so messy.

Got too distracted watching the sbs gayo daejun, orz. YG all the way ♥♥ CL was so fierce, I nearly died.
Nearly dead from lack of sleep and only half of my math hw done, but that's alright.
Off to bed now.

Tags: pictures: cg

thirty-five: sleeping early today

: liquidjoy; December 29th, 2009

Current Mood:: accomplished

Day #11 of winter break, day #9 of the art survival marathon.

Not feeling so great about my improvements in cg, trying to use better colours. Also trying to redeem myself after those doodle post for the past 4-5 days, orz.
Been having trouble sleeping for the last couple of days so I am going to bed early today.
Okay; I will do math tomorrow for sure. I must D:

Tags: pictures: cg

:D

: yaeeunnie; December 29th, 2009

Current Mood:: ㅋㅋㅋ

life sucks
because I'm a whiny kid and don't like anything because nothings the way I want it.
boo.

I am to get to C's house tomorrow
hopefully
to watch 2009 SBS 가요대전
of course, I've previewed some through youtube :]
no doubt she has too.
1) the stylists at YG picks the most fucked up things for their singers to wear on stage sometimes. it's just so Fucked Up. cough CL's heartbreaker outfit, GD's Gossip Man outfit+hair [okay, it's fashion, but don't let him wear it at a place where people just won't get it. It makes him look bad, cuz everyone blames the artist for what they wear. Well actually, GD probably picked that himself anyway... Oh that guy is just nuts. but his hair. omfg. his HAIR ㅠ_ㅠ with the earrings and the guyliner. scratch my eyes out, he's so different now.]. is it just the Hip Hop thing? cuz I've seen american hip hop artists looks completely ridic on stage, but really it was only the women. okay, baggy jeans and sweaters and shit look ridic too, but guys are just ridic in general so it's turned into a whatever ridic. okay I'll stop now.

CL for her Heartbreaker perf. thank gawd it was only a minute+half; I couldn't stand seeing her in that thing. I'll give her credit for her confidence to be able to wear that though... okay, the black spandex outfit [below] is black, but this is shining white white white. and SHEER.

can someone please explain WHYYYYYYYYY!?!?

2) Superjunior's street attack looked so fun. I wanted to be there.
3) 2PM's 미남이시내요 parody was hilarious. 우영's ending was priceless.
4) I like Sulli. I never disliked her, I just didn't like f(x) 's La Cha Ta [correct the capitalization, I never got it...] so I never really paid much attention. I liked her shoot in that mag though... the one with the pink lips. and then I see her again and I think she's cool. She looks so... versatile. It's cool. how she can work so many ridiculous hairstyles [better than GD ㅋㅋ] with her small eyes, and then her in Ring Ding Dong [with 하라 too! I like the girl version!].
5) they picked the worst camera angles for 봄 in her You and I perf, I feel so bad for her. I would be kinda Pissed.
6) 2PM's "change" of T-ara's Bo Peep was the most acceptable guy-to-girl performance. It was CUTE. fuckin Suju/Shinee's Gee thing almost made me barf [okay, I only saw the picture for that, and one look at 희철 just made me want to toss]

that was for you C, LOL

now I know I'm not the first and only person to say so, but boy, does this kid ever look like 비. Rain. WOW. how does that happen??

There's so much I haven't seen, I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH IT ALL.

Tags: dear diary, music

thirty-four: ow, legs sore

: liquidjoy; December 28th, 2009

Current Mood:: pleased

Current Music:: snsd - genie

Day # 10 of winter break, day # 8 of the art survival marathon;
YUSS I AM HALFWAY THROUGH. ONLY SIX MORE DAYS :D

LJ is being an ass recently and posting my stuff sans pictures, in turn I have to back and rewrite all my post. STOP BEING SO DIFFICULT D:
THIS IS THE SECOND TIME, ARGHHH DAMNIT.
okay this is it, not gonna type the same shit over and over, so here is the picture for today.

ps. Lisa, if you are reading this; Let's go watch Sherlock bb ;)

Tags: life: mlia, pictures: cg

thirty-three:raining

: liquidjoy; December 27th, 2009

Current Mood:: accomplished

It's day #8 of winter break and day #6 of the art survival marathon~

Sorry I didn't get to post yesterday :( I got kicked off the computer so I could catch some zzz's for boxing day shopping. Fail.
It rained a lot today, felt like April, not December.

Both pictures, revealed! Switched from sketching in opencanvas to photoshop, it feels a bit weird, but definitely easier to transform stuff now. I'm on a pretty good streak for the marathon so far, but my parents are getting pissed that I'm drawing so much each day.
Did start on my math homework today though, so I hope that will balance out.

Tags: pictures: cg

weird things online.

: yaeeunnie; December 25th, 2009

Current Mood:: aggravated

msn does weird things to people.
it gives them characteristics they never knew they possessed.
it lets them portray themselves in ways they've always wished they could.
it is convenient... to an extent.
it distracts people.
it makes them share things they never would.
it puts many different thoughts into their heads.
it changes them; it even changes their grammar O_O
it gives insight both good and bad...
it becomes a confidence because of it's confidentiality.
it scares me sometimes...

and then facebook comes in.
it creates competition.
it makes people wonder, makes people want to make others wonder.
it makes you feel something you never thought you would, or even have reason to.
it lets them portray themselves in ways they've always wished they could.
it is convenient... to an extent.
it distracts people.
it makes them share things they never would.
it puts many different thoughts into their heads.
it gives insight both good and bad...
it creates a culture. [wtf man facehooked t-shirts?]
it lets them meet new people, reunite with others.
it lets people share too much.
it starts new trends.
it gets stalked.
it gets scary.
it pisses me off how people change because of it.

I did it again. [cue B.spears song, eh ye ye ye ye yeah]
we live in a world scarier than before, and it can only get scarier.
life always seems to suck and it gets suckier.
my rantings are nonsensible because I make up words.
and I insist on a Happy Christmas because I want to be a brit even though I prefer the beat.
and like H says,
" Me and 5 Pounds met, and now I think he is stuck onto me. Sigh. +_+ "

Tags: thoughts

thirty-two: christmas eve

: liquidjoy; December 24th, 2009

Current Mood:: cheerful

Day #6 of winter break, day #4 of the art survival marathon~

Dear Santa,
I've been a good girl all year, so please help me realize my dreams ♥

Merry Christmas guys!

Tags: pictures: cg

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