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Video (me singing this original worship song @ church)
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(NOTE: this is only a segment so maybe I'll record the whole thing once again on my own)
There is another video but I decided not to upload it since
1) repetitive lyrics
2) there are disses by some kids that are way too random

This is a song I wrote a while back...(Gr.8/Gr.9 ish...)I had left it the there until this year, when I finally decided to do some editing and make it complete. Enjoy! (NOTE: was actually impressed with my vocals this time ; btw ignore my rapid movements i was too into the song LOL)

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Apocalypse
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Watched 2012 today afterschool so (some of us)don't have to miss class tomorrow.

It wasn't as bad as I probably thought it would be but I wouldn't pay $12.50 + $5.00 to watch it tomorrow...got to admit and $5.26 is a pretty good deal.

SPOILER ALERT
-China saved the world!!!
-Cheesy part: Helicopters carrying giraffes and elephants VS. people running everywhere trying to survive

The main plot sucked, but the subplots are good...

The only reason I see why people gave it a bad rating is because of the Cassandra Complex. (AKA not believing the World's End)

Redemption
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A lot of things happened yesterday, and the day-before-yesterday: my mother screaming at me for wasting my time and bad marks (specifically on math), me collaborating with someone on a song that I wrote, going to church & and having to bear with immature ppl in Art Team -> translating (sometimes, badly) for someone (into Chinese for the adults) who made an awesome testimony -> sung my song...(received hate comments from some bratty 5 year-olds due to their boredom)

I'll upload a video of me singing my song soon...

All these things all make me wonder: When can I fully redemn myself? (aka doing myself some justice, and giving my life some purpose) When can I show off everything about me?
SOON. SINCE I HAVE TO...I'VE BEEN TOO CHICKEN....

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A lot of things happened yesterday, and the day-before-yesterday: my mother screaming at me for wasting my time and bad marks (specifically on math), me collaborating with someone on a song that I wrote, going to church & and having to bear with immature ppl in Art Team -> translating (sometimes, badly) for someone (into Chinese for the adults) who made an awesome testimony -> sung my song...(received hate comments from some bratty 5 year-olds due to their boredom)

I'll upload a video of me singing my song soon...

All these things all make me wonder: When can I fully redemn myself? (aka doing myself some justice, and giving my life some purpose) When can I show off everything about me?
SOON. SINCE I HAVE TO...I'VE BEEN TOO CHICKEN....

<The above sounds like I am leading myself into something mental...>

Continue with what happened at church...a girl who is my age made a testimony today and I translated. She basically talked about how she went through a hard time (emotionally & physically) in her past year of IB (she goes to Bayview and is Gr. 10 AKA the grade that I'm supposed to be in...), how she worried about all the HW, assignments etc, like a person walking head down and wondering why the road is so long and what is the purpose of walking. Then she finally realized that she needs to look up and receive guidance from God. There is something that she said that changed my perception of her: "Now I know that when God puts me in this position, there is a purpose since only he can see the many sides of things."

I was a little surprised since she is known for her extreme preppiness (jumping around, teaching dance moves to little kids...etc...)- to an extent that I would never imagine her to have this kind of depth.

I guess this is what happened today with me and my English teacher...I am mostly known in classes for my innocence, stiffness and nervosity specifically during classes (esp. during presentations -> but it got better and I managed to pull-of some pretty intense ones lately so...) but today, my eng teacher said that she finally realized how analytical and in depth I actually can be after reading my thread on the discussion blog.

"WELL,IT'S BEEN INSIDE OF ME FOR SO LONG... "

REDEMPTION

Aftermath
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Yeah, thought I should really calm myself down a bit. Why am I such a kid?

It's funny how nowadays, I tend to lose out when I thrive hardly after something and expect results. But on the contrary, I earn everything (ranging from temporary satisfaction to awards) by surprise -> when I don't expect things to go smoothly for my part. And eventhough I do not always win in the 2nd case, there is always something that makes up for the loss.

Pourquoi? 'Tis strange.

The only reasons that I can think of is 1) Less expectations = Less pressure -> means I can excel in a relaxed manner. 2) I am being less condescending/cocky (Not like "Ha, it's so easy! I've learned this long time ago") which means that I can simply focus on my task not self-indulgence.

In conclusion, there is another vain statement that people make to motivate us teens nowadays: If you have a dream, GRAB ONTO IT!!! NEVER LET GO!!! YOU WILL SUCCEED!!! since we all have different perceptions on the meaning "go after your dreams" . It may mean to someone -> CREATE A FORMATION OF WORKING AND WORK YOUR BUTT OFF!!! or to another person -> RELAX TO ENSURE GOOD DELIVERY <3 (Well in this case the latter worked, works, and will always work for me!) Thus, this statement may mislead certain people (like me) into some useless hardcore behaviour. (-> that is draining away the spunky side of me)

YES!!!!!!
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After so long browsing through the blog looking for news, I finally saw that I passed through the first audition for modelling!!!
Now I can really show these dolled up gals what I'm made of...I AM FIEEERRCE!!!


MUHAHAHAHA Here I come!!!

Redefine Fashion. Redefine Trend. <33

P.S: Need to get butt worked for 2nd audition. (w/ all the fancy-shmancy stuffies like boas, umbrellas, etc...)
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Period of RELAXATION
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Something to pass the time until dinner, then math time (for real!!!)

http://xkcd.com/660/

Crap, someone just called me for math...so yeah <3

Writer's Block: Super-human
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If you could choose one super-power, what would it be and why?

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Teleportation, cause it looks cool.

An Economics Joke
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I lol'ed...

Value of human capital

Engineers and scientists will never make as much money as business executives. Now a rigorous mathematical proof that explains why this is true:

Postulate 1: Knowledge is Power.
Postulate 2: Time is Money.

As every engineer knows,

Work
---------- = Power
Time

Since Knowledge = Power, and Time =Money, we have

Work
--------- = Knowledge
Money

Solving for Money, we get:

Work
----------- = Money
Knowledge

Thus, as Knowledge approaches zero, Money approaches infinity regardless of the Work done.
Conclusion: The Less you Know, the more money you Make.
 


The above -> In celebration of me finally getting my acts together.
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BEAST
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Alright...

  I am so pissed right now that I want to roar my head off (at myself). I never knew how literal the phrase "YOU SHALL NOT PASS!!" actually is.
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I am at the edge and if I mess up another test/other stuff, I AM GOING TO FAIL. I mean LITERALLY.
Even one of my teachers was like: I didn't expect you to get that mark. Tu vas faire mieux...
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I am now imagining how my parents would react if they see my report card next week...
 

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Triumphant...TRIUMPHANT
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Alright, kind of lame, but I need to express how I feel after finishing 2nd place in my event (Hotel and Lodging Management) for DECA...

1.  GREAT...
Explanation: Yeah of course I do!

2.  SURPRISING...
Explanation: a) My first year in DECA b) Did not hear my name in top ten for oral/writing then suddenly, my name was called for second place (the other medalists were also surprised since they also did not hear their names...)
c) Kind of doubting if I really did win...LOL but I did...they did say Peiwen Chen from Victoria Park...

3. "IN YOUR FACE!!!"
Explanation: a) My parents were not supportive of me doing DECA in the beginning (especially my dad said that I shouldn't do business and my mom was like 'You're not good at Math!!' Lol...) not even mentioning winning something


Anyways, DECA was actual pretty fun and all you need at this point of time is 1) The clothes 2) Some 'BSing' skills

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An entry of total boredom
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YES, after two weeks of commentaries, tests, homework, I can finally declare that I do not have things due tomorrow.
...GREAT
But the thing is, this sudden release may make me more irresponsible, unproductive than ever.
Oh well, chill, it's just one day...

Before this, the only time I can actually get some entertainment is Mondays 8:00, AKA House-watching time LOL.
As hardcore as it can mayble get, atleast it's something that I get to sit back and watch. BTW: <3 Teardrop by Massive Attack..

Some IB terminology:
-SAP = Substantially Accelerating Pace (source: Economics)
-World Trade Federation = WTF (the IB way...someone wrote that on the SMART board in Math class...)
-World Trade Headquarters = WTH (invented after World Trade Federation)

Alright, Peace
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Happy National Day!! 十。一 国庆
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How can I forget the 60th Anniversary of my country? We actually played the anthem for a few secs in Physics.
HERE IT IS....中华人民共和国万岁! (Long Live the People's Republic of China!!)




ab initio...GAME ON
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After a week of actual commitments : test and presentations and homework and lab, I predict the following: next week, GAME ON time due to all the commentaries, tests and je ne sais quoi; then the week after - Welcome to IB, noob, the Portal of Doom...
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0. Sweet.
-1. Resistance is futile

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Le Dossier Oral #4
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Songs I selected for this part of the Oral Portfolio:
MC Solaar
1. Les colonies

 


 

 

2. L'aigle ne chasse pas les mouches

 

3. Dégâts collatéraux 

 


Lyrics
 

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P.S: J.C (very modern name for Julius Caesar...) remains to be unforgettable >< maybe will post some pics from Stratford if there is time....
P.P.S: I was extremely hyper yesterday so forgive the bad style
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Expect the UNEXPECTED...HAHA IN YOUR FACE!!!
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happy canada day & my early b-day!!!
I always celebrate my b-day early XD

Headed down to Stratford today for an awesome production of Julius Caesar from the annual Shakespeare Festival, unexpectedly 'cause: a) I abandoned the idea long time ago
                                                       b) my parents are rarely into this kind of stuff, and does not know that I am a drama person ( in fact, i turned to one not long ago)
                                                       c) it is very very far
                                                       d) I recommended it as a sidenote yesterday, and my dad was angry at me   this morning for leaving the recommendation to the last minute
                                                       e)...let's just say that road trips during this time are rare in my family

It was awkward when I mentioned the place yesterday, and my mom later would be like:"Let's go tomorrow!!!"
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So for those who are patient & banal enough, here is the follow-up to this GREAT day..GO FIGURE
 

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Yard Sale = RELEASE THE INNER BOOK WORM
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hOORAAAY...
Got some sweet exercise today roaming around the neighbourhood for The Good Ol' Annual Yard Sale. Where I hoped to release the inner book worm + oldie.
The results are the following:
1.  21 Books
     - costed $6.25 (??) - $5.00 (found $5.00 on the street and picked it up...LOL)
     - 18 novels AKA the 'classics' (AS USUAL...) ranging from The Tin Flute (Gabrielle Roy) to The Hobbit (J.R Tolkien) as new as it can get...
     - 1 non-fiction collection (American)
     - 2 dictionaries (Crossword Puzzles + Spanish-English)
2.  2 Art Frames
     - costed $2.00
3.  2 planners 
     - leather covered
     - costed $1.00
#2 is quite irrelevant to my somewhat nerdiness. (was just like:"PRETTY FRAMES!!!!!")
My parents literally were like:"What!? More books?!!"

Shoutout to [info]patapoufe : I remembered the Interact meeting but unfortunately, there is an opportunity cost and I did wish to attend the yard sale instead. Feel free to unleash some inner furor here =D

N.R
P.S: The above was written in the knowledge of having to do my Science Assignment.
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Breakaway from French Project
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Well, can't think of something original for the title.
Due the boredom (I'm human....) caused by the French Sondage and before I decided to come here, I did a facebook quiz "What should be your major?" and got an extremely scary result:

Your Result: Humanities

Humanities_profile

Whether it be philosophy, English, psychology or history that interests you, you are going to college to learn about the world around you and how people think. Though you may not be completely sure what career you want after school, what is important to you now is expanding your knowledge. You are creative and curious and want to take the classes that interest you most. You don't mind writing, and you're slightly obsessed with punctuation and grammar. You enjoy reading, and long hours in the library doing research sound appealing to you, and you hope to study abroad in Europe soon.

EVERYTHING was what I've been wanting for years, except the fact that college should be replaced by "UNIVERSITY" !!!! (In fact, I was literally screaming in my head in the Europe part...) Yes, I know, I have a crazy dream to fulfill but this just makes me want it even more. I am beginning to think that perhaps my mom is right, I should screw all the law stuff and be an official before an ambassador. =D Well, let's see in Gr. 11.

Also, my parents agreed to drive me to Birkdale for the Rotary Interact Open House! (a special thanks to [info]patapoufe 's latest entry lol) I wish to atleast get something out of my head for God's sake. =D
 
Ciao,
 
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Je suis fière de moi-même
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I survived my commentary. - What I used to say     VS.        I ROCKED IT!!! - The mood I am in right now
    OMG This is absolutely funny for I had one hour of sleep, and went through in hurriedly before that, and even earlier , 30 minutes of panic....
    I was shaking like a leaf during the other presentations ( I would go last...since I'm doing Chapter 6) so I did the inhale-hold-exhale routine for a long time.....Good thing, the hyperness in me is strong...LOL
   Then by the time I walked to the front, the tension is me was....gone. Everything went naturally, and that just made my day----> the excitement of finishing, everything....

 

Commentary... )

 



 

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Critique de film : Delicatessen (1991)
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Movie Review 1 of 4
Forgive for posting this French movie review that I am extremely proud of.

Il est mon âme et ma cœur. Il est ma raison d'être....
 

       C'est dans un édifice situé au monde miséreux, au-dessus d'une période ambigue, que se déroule l'action de Delicatessen. On y retrouve un groupe de locatoires – les carnivores habitent à l'endroit où touts les animals sont mis en danger. Ils s'échappent à la famine au grâce de leur proprietaire, un boucher étrange qui vend la chair humain.

 

       Histoire bizarre, direz-vous? C'est là le secret du succès de Delicatessen, une comédie noir qui est aussi une collaboration entre Marc Caro et Jean-Pierre Jeunet en 1991. Avec leurs méninges créatives, les realisateurs et scenaristes français ont raconté la fin de monde : le désespoir, la misère, la corruption et le plus important – les péchés comme la meurtre, le suicide, l'avidité et le cannibalisme, mais tous contre un peu d’amour.

 

       Au début de film, un homme qui est la cible de boucher échoue de s'échapper par cacher dans un poubelle. Peu de temps après cet incident, c'est clair que le boucher, Clapet (Jean-Claude Dreyfus) attire son cible par ses advertissements de travails en <<Les temps durs>>, et Louison (Dominique Pinon) , un clown d'un cirque fameux devient son nouveau cible. L'intrigue continue avec la rencontre de Louison et Julie Clapet (Marie-Laure Dougnac) , la fille myope de boucher, déclaration de leur amour a leur-mêmes, efforts de Julie pour sauver Louison par le raconte la vérité, boucherie d'une vielle dame par le boucher parce que il veux utiliser Louison pour les pétits travails, découverte de l’amour par le boucher, chasse a l'homme, mort de Clapet par ton objective de tuer Louison et une fin heureuse.

      

       Les personages dans ce film sont simple, mais bien construite. Les deux héros, Louison et Julie Clapet est les jeunes amoureux typique, mais rares contre un monde de péchés. Louison, un clown que le boucher veux manger symbolise l'humour, la simplicité et l'innocence. Il est toujours curieux et adore les compagnons. Julie Clapet ressemble à <<Juliet Capulet>> littérairement et actuellement. Elle presente la confiance et la courage. Porter des grand lunettes au commencement du film, elle est myope physiquement et mentalement, sans courage et tombé dans l'amour facilement. Mais, pendant que l’histoire developpe, elle commence de porter des lentilles de contact, symboliser que elle ne plus pas myope mentalement parce qu'elle se rend compte de que son amoureux est en danger. Clapet le boucher est l'antagoniste dans cet histoire. Il est impitoyable, fier, et impoli mais en même temps, dans les oeils de ses locatoires, il est le <<deus ex machina>> parce qu'il les aide de s'échapper à la famine. Il est aussi humain, un père qui aime sa fille mais déteste Louison pour la voler. Il y aussi les personnages secondaires, notamment Aurore Interligator, une femme qui essaye de tuer lui-même pour s’ échapper à l'obscurité du monde par les méthodes stupides, deux enfants silencieux qui répresentent l'espoir et Les Troglodistes, un gang composé de rebelles végétariennes qui savent les protagonistes.

 

       Pour établir un bon étage de film, beaucoup de renseignements au sujet de la séléction des couleurs et scènes ont ajouté. Noir et jaune ont devenu les couleurs principales pour illustrer la corruption et la désespoir. En fin heureuse, on peut finalement voir le ciel bleu. Il y a aussi les scènes comiques, contraster avec le thème obscur comme quand les bruits différents créer une rhapsodie impressionnante. Également, Caro et Jeunet ont répété la scène fameuse de film: quand Louison et Julie jouent des instruments musicales ensemble, illustrer que l'histoire a fini en cercle complet.

Yes, this is the first big movie of Jean-Pierre Jeunet, the director of <<The City of Lost Children>>, <<Amelie>> and many more.... Love his collaboration and Marc Caro...

My comments for the review:
1. Able to tell straight from the text that this is written by one of Vretanos' students. *hint* *hint* *nudge* *nudge* *wink* *wink* pay attention to the stealing of expressions + the SYMBOLS!! (name analysis....tsk tsk....use of scene...) specifically in the last 2 paragraphs
2. Able to tell that the writer is a good English student + a proud Shakespeare
(RIIIx99999 WTF?!!) fan: "l'histoire a fini en cercle complet." <---come on, just LOOK AT THAT
3. Able to tell that the writer is a French lover, but still a noob. =D

Adieu,
N.R
P.S: I dared someone to read Shakespeare in a Cantonese accent for a game of Dare & Dare XXX....lol "fail" Picture the faces of my non-IB friends after hearing the word "Shakespeare" ....hehe (arghhh....ewww....no fun.......is this suddenly becoming an English class now???...what?!! 'o'er-datdqwqasdfasasgas' ??? followed by departures for food....the end. T_T HELPLESS....)
P.P.S: I have the absolute reputation of choosing wierd + "ghetto" movies when it comes to doing an assignment like this....oh well I AM WHAT I AM...<33

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A cheesy breakaway
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Once again, I am not in the vein of the promised movie reviews...cry thee mercy. But, I TRULY PROMISE that I am going to blog like a madwoman on MONDAY, when I finished everything that I need to do...until going to one of my church friends' 18th birthday party.

Greatness....I name this entry "A cheesy breakaway" because:
1) I am not doing what I'm supposed to do right now - finishing my 1 of 2 pieces for tomorrow's sale of work at my church.
2) I am not taking watercolour class tomorrow because of my current obligations.
3) I have realized the best way to get a boost from Youtube when needed - watching Hell's Kitchen, which honestly, I have never watched before the assigning of the French Presentation
instead of Project Runway or ANTM
4) I have ironically escaped from the drowsiness caused by the lack of sleep, SPECIFICALLY on Thursday ( Staying up all night for RIII Essay + assumed-to-be-due-tomorrow French Presentation, getting 20 minutes of sleep, but was so in the mood of singing "I Feel Pretty" ...I  was never that hyper before O_O =D)
5) Inspired by the awesome movie <<Delicatessen>>(a collaboration of Marc Caro and Jean-Pierre Jeunet) where the main characters try to escape from the antagoniste by conducting a flood....




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